why when i saw the picture you, i feel want to cry, i feel choked and melancholy when i see your face.. i think a moment you are lost. blink of an eye you're already lost in my eyes. all the memories of you with me, I will remember until anytime.. now this, i believe that together we lost each other.. i believe that someday we will meet again. i hope so... i want you to know that i do not hate you right, and i very miss you're right... i was staring at myself, i think why all this happened, why this separation occurred..when i lost you i really cannot directly accept the fact that i'll lose you forever..i cried, i was lamenting the sadness alone.. after this who would want to hear my story, who want to listen my problems, who want to make me laugh.. i realise that i have lose you.. i am alone without you this now.. i hope you're happy with your life and i hope that you miss me too.. no one knows, what we are going through right now.. all this is painful for us to accept.. i miss all our memories.. i miss you so much sis.. may allah bless you.. ;"(
hmmm sush nak komen ttg hal ni... aku tahu n faham ttg apa y ko rse... kalo pun die bukn ag akak ipar ko... kn boleh ko berbek ngn die... ko kene positif n realitik dgn hal ni... aku pun bukn pandi sgt nk ckp ttg hal ni... tp aku xnak la ko buat musuh lak ngn kak ira... apa2 pun die penah jd family ko dulu... xkan la die xpenah buat kebaikan pade ko selama die jd kakak ipar ko kn???
ReplyDeletesemue ni adalah suratan yang kita kene terima kan beb. aku cuba terima keadaan ni dari awal lagi tp aku x boleh. aku rindu sgt2 dekat kak ira. aku rase hidup aku ne kosong. banyak kenangan antara aku dgn die. dan kenangan tu x kan dapat berpatah balik.. aku x benci kan die, aku rindu kan die. aku dapat rase yang die same2 kehilangan antara satu sama yang lain. no more than her voice, there is no laughter from her again. i miss all about that. all accepted the fact that i have to accept with open hearts.. *balas*
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